D&C scheduled

Yay!!! Yes and I mean yay. This means closure and I desperately need that. This waiting for a week and half has sucked, big time. Of course, it is still better than the last time when I had to wait 3 weeks for the heartbeat to stop, now that was torture. The week and a half wait has been a cake walk compared to that.

I need to know that I am officially not pregnant anymore and that this waiting is over. Tomorrow will be a relief. Unfortunately, I also know the hormone crash is pending and that will be here soon but I am ready to get this show on the road. I'm glad they are doing chromosome testing on the tissue and I hope to get some answers in a few weeks. Answers would be great to hear right now.

In related crappy family news, I just talked to my SIL and all she talked about was her daugher's upcoming dance recital and her new house. Seriously - would it be too much to ask about the upcoming surgery??? Of course, she and my MIL have acted like they don't care so we haven't even told them about the D&C yet so I guess it's partly my fault. When we called my MIL to tell her about the 3rd m/c, she asked if they had ever figured out what was wrong with me (um, hello, obviously not) and then proceeded to tell us to clear our calenders for the end of June b/c she was working on SIL's surprise 30th b-day party. Seriously. My 3rd m/c got trumped for a b-day party that is 2.5 months away but that's the way it is in T's family. His sister is the apple of everyone's eye and we must pay constant attention to her, so it is refreshing to know that somethings will never change. No matter what T & I go through, his sister will always have something more important going on - gag!!

I should say that I post alot about crappy friends and family, I do want to add that I have some family and friends that are absolutely AMAZING and I cherish each and every one of them. It's just the ones that stink that get talked about on here. I need to vent about them and this is one of my only safe outlets to do that.